The house is quiet, Beau is asleep in his crate (he's such a good boy), Kayleigh is at school, and Kasey is in a Dora trance. I am watching Frodo's video, and I feel like my throat is being squeezed and my heart hurts. I MISS HIM SO MUCH. I can't get over how much. I feel guilty too. Frodo and I had a hard year. He was peeing on the floor so much, stealing food from the kids (snapping it out of their hands) and with the two young kids to care for I would get upset. He would crawl up in my lap and I would push him to the floor, and tell him to go lay down somewhere else. I didn't snuggle with him as much as we used to. I wish I had snuggled him more, and not gotten angry when he peed on the carpet. I wish he was here. I love him.
So in the meantime the family and I are crying and talking and remembering and cuddling our new little Beau.
3 comments:
big hugs - the tears of the weekend are flowing again reading your post. Our pets old such a big place in our hearts and when they are no longer with us, it's so not easy to find consolation. Hang in there. Love U xo
he knows he is loved. never doubt. they always know. xxx
ahhh, Katie, don't be so hard on yourself...he knows you all loved him. The guilt is a natural reaction and the tears and heartache are too....he was a lucky little dog to have you all and now you get to share your love with Beau. thinking of you
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