WOW hard to believe that one week ago today, about 30 min from now my water broke. I hadn't experienced this with
Kayliegh so it was quite the surprise. I had gone for a pee and when I stood tinkled liquid. I thought that I hadn't wiped enough, and sat back down, only to have a huge gush. Ryan was brushing his teeth, and I was crazy silly yelling my water broke. I didn't know what to do but I wasn't going to sit on the john...so I grabbed a towel and put it b/w my legs to waddle down the hall to tell my MOM. At one point I was
standing in the bathroom leaking like crazy when
Kayleigh came in and started to point and say "no no no" as she thought I was peeing on the floor. We quickly got on the phone and had
Steph (who by the way answered the phone with a I'M READY!!" on her way over. She was kind enough to take some time off work to drive
Kayleigh to Tanya's who in turn was an
angel taking on two small children under 3!! Super mom indeed.
At the hospital I was admitted b/c I was positive for Strep, hooked up to an IV and nothing happened for hours, not even a fart cramp man. So a pit drip was started and believe me things moved quickly then. I must admit here that I do not handle pain well at all. I asked for a
Epi as soon as I could,
in fact I asked a few times before they agreed that I was in enough pain, I guess your not allowed one if your still laughing :) I was scared during the
epi, b/c last time I was doped up on morphine and didn't feel a thing, where as this time I was having bad contractions and felt everything!! It really wasn't bad at all, but my mind was so damn scared. The
epi def;n helped, but I don't seem to take them well and I was still in
alot of pain, a lot more than with
Kayleigh. At one point I thought I can't do this, and I prayed out loud, asking God to help me, and that helped more than you will ever know.
Soon it was pushing time, and here I must admit I did a crap job off, I was tired, in pain, and a big old baby. Luckily the kid just flew out, literally!!
They put her on my tummy right away, and it was WILD, utterly WILD (
Kayleigh wasn't as she was taken to a
respiratory therapist right away) She was like a wet floppy fish, and I noticed right away that she was a girl, and I looked next to see if she had a bum chin like her sister and daddy. No bum chin.
We have video of me holding her, and I tell you, you can see the happiest, most loving, wonderful aura around me. When I look at this video, I see God's blessing surrounding me. It was so different this time, I was of course happy with Kayleigh but I was also in shock and just so new to the whole thing. Where as this time, I knew exactly what this little bundle meant. That she would change my heart and make it grow even bigger, that our family would grow, that life would become even sweeter.
I am crying now as I write this because, I am so lucky, because I am so happy, because my greatest wish in life is that all those I love will feel like this. I promise never to take this greatest gift for granted!!!
Sending you all love today :)
Katie
PS. I must send a huge THANK-YOU to my Marmie who was by my side all week, taking care of Kayleigh, cleaning my fridge, doing my laundry (in proper piles, and even folding it), setting up Kayleigh's new room, painting furniture, sewing, getting up early with Kayleigh, and most of all being my MARMIE. You have no idea how much you make me happy, content, safe, loved, and warm Mom. I love you. PLEASE COME LIVE WITH ME!!!