Thursday, April 3, 2008
38 weeks tomorrow
38 weeks preggers tomorrow and I have been thinking a lot about Kayleigh and how she will react. I worry that she will feel less loved or secure. That I will abandon her when labor hits and then come home with a new baby and she will feel insecure. My logical side knows she will be ok because we love her so much and she will feel more loved if anything because we will make sure she does. But the insecure, things are going to change soon, mom in me is insecure.
So this was a fitting LO tonight.
PS. Today we were laying in bed after her nap and she was reading books on her own while Mommy closed her eyes to catch a bit more rest, when I felt something above me, I opened my eyes to find her staring down at me with the biggest smile, and a face full of giggles. My heart swelled and my soul grew in that moment.