38 weeks preggers tomorrow and I have been thinking a lot about Kayleigh and how she will react. I worry that she will feel less loved or secure. That I will abandon her when labor hits and then come home with a new baby and she will feel insecure. My logical side knows she will be ok because we love her so much and she will feel more loved if anything because we will make sure she does. But the insecure, things are going to change soon, mom in me is insecure.
So this was a fitting LO tonight.
PS. Today we were laying in bed after her nap and she was reading books on her own while Mommy closed her eyes to catch a bit more rest, when I felt something above me, I opened my eyes to find her staring down at me with the biggest smile, and a face full of giggles. My heart swelled and my soul grew in that moment.
Thank-you God.
3 comments:
Awe Katie, I can somehow understand how you are feeling, the insecurity thingie mostly, but I know that you are a great mom and things will just work out in your favour :) I know someone who bought one of those real life dolls and had his son practice with it before the baby came, so he could mimic his mommy once she had the real thing.
Anyways, good luck sweetie, I love your new layout and I would so love to see Kaleigh again, I think we would have a blast. Perhaps a visit to Montreal in the summer ?
Big hugs
Kare Bear
big hugs katie! I know that all will be going ok. Every one will pay extra big attentions to her and she will be a great big sister! Ohhhh and having her new big girl room and it's part of life to adjust to others and she will d a super job. Just when she sharred the remote of even her dodo for a few seconds and the cherrios... it's good signs!
Love you lots and your layout is very touching. BIGGG HUGS XX
Yes hun, she'll likely be a tad jelous... she's had mommy and daddy to herself for her entire young life. She may be put off a first, but kids are so resilient (sp?)... she'll bounced back sooner than you think... that I promise you! Give her the extra lovin, and I'm sure ryan will kick it up a bit to ensure she still has the attention she requires. I am glad you are prepping for this.. and try not to worry tpp much about it... all will work our perfectly! You know that Turd #1, will be more curious than you think! LOL
Hugs and call if you need any help ok??!!
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